urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:innocentlonging Heather Heather 2004-02-29T22:34:55Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:innocentlonging:35120 2004-02-29T22:34:55Z 2004-02-29T22:34:55Z I've decided to move myself over to <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_corruptedlust' lj:user='corruptedlust' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://corruptedlust.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://corruptedlust.livejournal.com/'><b>corruptedlust</b></a></span><br /><br />I'll be addding everyone on this friends list to that friends list today as well as subscribing to communities and such again...<br /><br />this journal will prolly stay open as an archive or something but I really won't be posting anything here...<br /><br />also expect a lot more writing to be posted (for those that care)..<br /><br />so..yeah..that's it *shoos everyone over to <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_corruptedlust' lj:user='corruptedlust' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://corruptedlust.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://corruptedlust.livejournal.com/'><b>corruptedlust</b></a></span> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:innocentlonging:34935 2004-02-26T17:24:43Z 2004-02-26T17:24:43Z I want to put myself into one journal....one place for thoughts and writing and general heather-ness...<br /><br />but I'm trying to decide whether this one or <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_corruptedlust' lj:user='corruptedlust' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://corruptedlust.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://corruptedlust.livejournal.com/'><b>corruptedlust</b></a></span> suits me better...I do not know...<br /><br />and then I will beg someone to make me a beautiful layout...<br /><br />hmm..I do not know...all I do know right now is that I'm 2 weeks behind in my school work and I need to get my ass in gear... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:innocentlonging:34585 2004-02-25T17:33:48Z 2004-02-25T17:33:48Z So yes... I was right...reopening SWG was an act of pure stupidity...<br />I haven't done any real school work for 2 weeks.. :x<br />and now midterms are coming up.. :x<br /><br />I'm so fcking screwed urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:innocentlonging:34419 2004-02-19T05:14:49Z 2004-02-19T05:15:31Z for my Eng. 310 Fiction class I ended up writing about Gabriel and Terran's first meeting..<br /><br />Gabriel and Terran are my <b>Noir</b> boys and can be found over in the memories of my <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_corruptedlust' lj:user='corruptedlust' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://corruptedlust.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://corruptedlust.livejournal.com/'><b>corruptedlust</b></a></span> journal..<br /><br />it's rather long..a 10 page short story...so I won't post it..<br /><br />but if anyone is actually interested drop me a comment with an email addy and I'll send along..<br /><br />also to note: I'm not promising that the story is good..but Terran kept pestering me about telling about it.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:innocentlonging:34197 2004-02-17T00:48:07Z 2004-02-17T00:48:07Z I smell like hair dye..<br /><br />lots of hair dye..considering I dyed 2/3 of my hair red and the other 1/3 blue-black..<br /><br />the hair dye fumes are giving me a headache.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:innocentlonging:33986 2004-02-15T03:02:56Z 2004-02-15T03:02:56Z <center><table width="50%" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0"><tr><td width="16.67%" bgcolor="red">&nbsp;</td><td width="16.67%" bgcolor="orange">&nbsp;</td><td width="16.67%" bgcolor="yellow">&nbsp;</td><td width="16.67%" bgcolor="green">&nbsp;</td><td width="16.67%" bgcolor="blue">&nbsp;</td><td width="16.67%" bgcolor="purple">&nbsp;</td></tr><tr><td colspan="6" align="center"><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/shared_boxers/578528.html">Marriage is love.</a></td></tr></table></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:innocentlonging:33624 2004-02-13T20:41:52Z 2004-02-13T20:41:52Z I wish people would send me books...<br /><br />I wish I had friends like that..where they'd be like..."I was going through the store and saw this book and thought of you"<br /><br />that'd make my day..or even just "I was looking on Amazon for something to buy...came across your wishlist..needed another $7 to make my Super Saver Shipping and bought one of the books you wanted..."<br /><br />*sigh* <br /><br />that'd make me the happiest woman in the world... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:innocentlonging:33415 2004-02-07T21:19:59Z 2004-02-07T21:19:59Z Monday 10-12 I'll be working the English Club's Poetry Sale.<br /><br />For $1 (yes folks...a dollar) I will write a poem on the topic on your choice...<br /><br />and it can be any topic (last year someone had a poem written about "earthquakes and anal sex")<br /><br />Should be...interesting to say the least... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:innocentlonging:33132 2004-02-07T20:48:50Z 2004-02-07T20:49:53Z Thurs. was productive....<br /><br />Gabriel (one of two of my latest characters...I've been doing <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_petitte_soeur' lj:user='petitte_soeur' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://community.livejournal.com/petitte_soeur/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif' alt='[info]' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://community.livejournal.com/petitte_soeur/'><b>petitte_soeur</b></a></span> challenges with him..which are stored in my <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_corruptedlust' lj:user='corruptedlust' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://corruptedlust.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://corruptedlust.livejournal.com/'><b>corruptedlust</b></a></span> memories) decided to invade my head during my classes and proceed to give me a profile of himself...I think he got sick of me bitching at him about not telling me what his tattoos were...heh...<br /><br />he's also decided that he wants his first meeting with Terran to be the focus of my short story I have to do for Eng. 310...which I am taking a break from working on right now..<br /><br />yay...when it's finished I'll post it up at <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_corruptedlust' lj:user='corruptedlust' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://corruptedlust.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://corruptedlust.livejournal.com/'><b>corruptedlust</b></a></span><br /><br />back to work for me..before Gabriel gets bored with me and wanders off... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:innocentlonging:32872 2004-02-03T15:27:54Z 2004-02-03T15:28:40Z radio commercials...grr First..contemplate whether or not I want to wade through a foot of snow to get to class...this would involved getting dressed and leaving my toasty warm apartment...I'm not sure if I like that...<br /><br />outside the result of that decision I need to do the following today...<br /><br />~write something...post it at <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_corruptedlust' lj:user='corruptedlust' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://corruptedlust.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://corruptedlust.livejournal.com/'><b>corruptedlust</b></a></span><br />~read <i>Mrs. Dalloway</i><br />~read <i>Therese Raquin</i><br />~do past four journal prompts for 310<br />~do past four journal prompts for 327<br />~rough draft of my short story for 310<br />~write letters to people<br />~work some more on Carl's faerie box<br /><br /><br />there are a lot of other things I need to work on...but my plate seems full enough...esp. if I'm gonna be in class from 11-5<br /><br />blech urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:innocentlonging:32535 2004-01-31T04:38:21Z 2004-01-31T04:39:00Z underworld soundtrack granted..this is taken COMPLETELY out of context..but that's what makes it amusing in telling to other people...<br />heh..I'm not gonna say who said this...tho' it wouldn't <i>really</i> matter...<br /><br />"I hesitate to call myself an expert on sodomy...but I certainly do know a lot about it." urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:innocentlonging:32413 2004-01-29T06:54:36Z 2004-01-29T06:54:36Z yanno..I decided about five years ago I was gonna visit every state...<br />I think I'm at least decently on my way..<br /><br /><img src="http://world66.com/myworld66/visitedStates/colormap?visited=ALCADCGAILINKYMDMNMONVNCOHTNTXVAWVWI"><br /><br /><a href="http://world66.com/myworld66/visitedStates">create your own visited states map</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:innocentlonging:32011 2004-01-28T20:56:02Z 2004-01-28T20:56:02Z Not sure what this is.....We had to draw from a hat in Story Writing and use the whole "showing versus telling" deal...<br /><br />this is what came out late last night...<br /><br /><i>I felt all alone</i><br /><br />Quiet. I hate the quiet. It does nothing but remind me that it's been eight months, four days, fifteen hours, and twenty-six seconds since you shut the door behind you. <br />27 seconds.<br />28 seconds.<br />29 seconds.<br /><br />I often find myself sitting here, counting the seconds. Isn't it odd that I can lose track of time in the process of measuring it?<br />32 seconds.<br />33 seconds.<br /><br />The door never opens unless it's by my own hands. And the phone doesn't ring unless I forget to pay the bills again.<br />38 seconds.<br />39 seconds.<br /><br />If I had known that my friends ("our friends") came packaged together with you like some department store special I would have done things differently. <br />44 seconds.<br />45 seconds.<br /><br /><i> Why doesn't the phone ever ring? </i><br />47 seconds. 48 seconds........ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:innocentlonging:31753 2004-01-28T16:16:06Z 2004-01-28T16:16:06Z prozzak: www.nevergetoveryou Wouldn't ya know that the laptop I want is $2100...le grrrrr..<br /><br />I need a job..<br />I wonder if I could even handle one with this semester...<br /><br />*sigh* why can't someone pay me to write?? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:innocentlonging:31658 2004-01-28T06:26:35Z 2004-01-28T06:26:35Z <center><table cellpadding="2" cellspacing="0" border="1" style="text-align: left; width: 500px;" bgcolor="#fff5f5"><tr><td align="center"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><font size="+1"><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/innocentlonging"><img src="http://stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif" border="0">innocentlonging</a>'s <a href="http://euthanize.us/memes/secret-crush-meme/">LiveJournal Secret Crush Stats</a></font></span><br> <font size="-1">The below statistics indicate what sorta crushes <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/innocentlonging"><img src="http://stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif" border="0">innocentlonging</a> has on her LJ friends!</font><br></td></tr><tr><td style="vertical-align: top;"><table cellpadding="2" cellspacing="2" border="0" style="text-align: left; width: 100%;"><tr><td style="text-align: right; vertical-align: middle;">No Crush</td><td style="vertical-align: middle; width: 320px; text-align: center;"><table cellpadding="2" cellspacing="2" border="0" style="text-align: left; width: 320px;"><tbody><tr><td style="vertical-align: top; width: 240px; background-color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"></td><td style="vertical-align: top;"><br></td></tr></tbody></table></td><td style="width: 50px; vertical-align: middle; text-align: left;">75.0%<br></td></tr><tr><td style="text-align: right; vertical-align: middle;">Secret Crush</td><td style="vertical-align: middle; width: 320px; text-align: center;"><table cellpadding="2" cellspacing="2" border="0" style="text-align: left; width: 320px;"><tbody><tr><td style="vertical-align: top; width: 60px; background-color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"></td><td style="vertical-align: top;"><br></td></tr></tbody></table></td><td style="width: 50px; vertical-align: middle; text-align: left;">18.8%<br></td></tr><tr><td style="text-align: right; vertical-align: middle;">Public Crush</td><td style="vertical-align: middle; width: 320px; text-align: center;"><table cellpadding="2" cellspacing="2" border="0" style="text-align: left; width: 320px;"><tbody><tr><td style="vertical-align: top; width: 1px; background-color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"></td><td style="vertical-align: top;"><br></td></tr></tbody></table></td><td style="width: 50px; vertical-align: middle; text-align: left;">0.0%<br></td></tr><tr><td style="text-align: right; vertical-align: middle;">Ex-Crush</td><td style="vertical-align: middle; width: 320px; text-align: center;"><table cellpadding="2" cellspacing="2" border="0" style="text-align: left; width: 320px;"><tbody><tr><td style="vertical-align: top; width: 20px; background-color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"></td><td style="vertical-align: top;"><br></td></tr></tbody></table></td><td style="width: 50px; vertical-align: middle; text-align: left;">6.3%<br></td></tr></table></td></tr><tr align="center"><td style="vertical-align: top;"><a href="http://euthanize.us/memes/secret-crush-meme/"><big>What are your LiveJournal Secret Crush Stats?</big></a><br>Tired of the sickly Suicide Girls? Faux geek porn got you down?<br>Check out <a href="http://euthanize.us/memes/secret-crush-meme/ad.php">That Strange Girl</a>.</td></tr></table></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:innocentlonging:31242 2004-01-27T18:01:49Z 2004-01-27T18:02:41Z heh..the sound of an overworked printer.. So I decided that I really want to see what abby has done with her novel....<br />I also decided that I believe I'm paying too much for Winona State tuition...<br />hence the fact that I am now sitting in the computer lab printing off all three sections of abby's work so that I can read it and edit it and send it to her cuz I think she's really got something amazing going on here...<br /><br />heh...people keep glaring at me cuz the printer won't stop going...<br /><br />*whistles innocently* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:innocentlonging:31178 2004-01-26T16:03:18Z 2004-01-26T16:04:03Z toxic - britney (damn campus radio...i need my discman) In a move which I am sure will be looked back at in future posts as "sheer stupidity" my Star Wars Galaxies account has been reopened....<br />and on top of that I made a list of games that I needed to beat on the PS2/GameCube and found my list to include 9 games...with numerous games sitting and waiting in the wings to be played...<br />*sighs and wonders what happened to my "only playing 5 games at a time" rule* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:innocentlonging:30727 2004-01-22T14:39:09Z 2004-01-22T14:39:09Z It's the second week of the semester..and I'm seriously considering skipping class...I can barely function enough to write this update...how in the bloody hell am I supposed to have logical thought processes from 9am until 6pm????<br /><br />Screw it..it's bad of me..but damn it I need sleep.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:innocentlonging:30481 2004-01-13T23:47:52Z 2004-01-13T23:47:52Z I shall attempt to take Bible as Lit again...<br />but this time will consist of much more amusement to the outside party as I not only take it with a Medievalist but also a Grammar freak...if any paper has more than 3 grammatical errors....instant failure...<br /><br />what the hell am I doing?<br /><br />I am also taking:<br />Topics in Literature: Lord of the Rings<br />Studies in Literature: Vampires<br />Literary Criticism: Theory and Practice<br />Story Writing<br />Modernism and Postmodernism<br /><br />yay...6 classes...<br /><br />why am I so happy over obvious insanity???? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:innocentlonging:30325 2003-12-30T15:08:03Z 2003-12-30T15:08:03Z revolution: aimee allen because (to me) the best things come in threes...<br /><br />My New Year's Resolutions:<br /><br />~lose 20-30 pounds that depression has brought on<br /><br />~read (at least) 100 books<br /><br />~write (at least) 1,000 pages [doesn't have to be continuous story...and I've decided that poems (but not haikus) will count as one page] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:innocentlonging:30023 2003-12-29T19:28:02Z 2003-12-29T19:28:02Z I really wish there wern't so many areas involving computers that I was ignorant in..<br /><br />I mean some stuff I'm amazing with...<br /><br />but I could never do a webcomic (even though I have an idea for one)<br /><br />and I can't even make freakin' icons for myself..<br /><br />le...blah! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:innocentlonging:29731 2003-12-23T22:15:21Z 2003-12-23T22:15:21Z crucify - tori heh..<br />thankya abby...<br /><br /><br />my elven name is: Isilwen Inglorion urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:innocentlonging:29584 2003-12-23T22:12:35Z 2003-12-23T22:12:35Z professiional widow - tori I decided that half of my christmas presents would be made by me this year...a sort of kick in the ass to get myself going again..<br /><br />The list includes:<br />1 painting<br />2 quilts (one 81" x 90" and the other 51" x 60")<br />3 pillows (one a large throw pillow size and 2 of the kitty toy filled with kitty-crack ((ie: catnip)) variety)<br />1 dress<br />and 2 ceramic pieces to a village that need to be painted<br /><br /><br />I have completed the painting =x<br />but I must say that it is the first painting I've ever done that I'm proud of....I want to hang it on my front door (all of my other paintings are leaning against the wall in my closet)<br /><br />all of the fabric is cut for the dress as well as the smaller quilt..and I'm attempting to cut the fabric for the large quilt..but it's a difficult pattern and is making me curse..<br /><br />but..I am rather happy and wished to share my happiness...I adore having the time to do all of these things..and as odd as it may sound I also adore having this huge stack of christmas presents (that is about to topple over) under the tree and not a single one is for me..<br /><br />I thought of all of you during Yule and am wishing you the best for Christmas as well.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:innocentlonging:29211 2003-12-17T17:30:01Z 2003-12-17T17:30:01Z <center><table border="0" style="border: 1px black solid"><tr><th><a href="http://www.corknut.org/toys/12days/">My LiveJournal 12 Days</a></th></tr><tr><td style="border-bottom: 1px black dotted">My True Love gave to me...</td></tr><tr><td style="border-bottom: 1px green solid"><b>12</b> <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/benignjupiter">benignjupiter</a>s a-dancing.</td></tr><tr><td style="border-bottom: 1px green solid"><b>11</b> <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/cunnin_linguist">cunnin_linguist</a>s a-grinning.</td></tr><tr><td style="border-bottom: 1px green solid"><b>10</b> <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/gratifyingraine">gratifyingraine</a>s a-leaping.</td></tr><tr><td style="border-bottom: 1px green solid"><b>9</b> <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/islesofwhite">islesofwhite</a>s a-hooting.</td></tr><tr><td style="border-bottom: 1px green solid"><b>8</b> <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/moonlitevening">moonlitevening</a>s a-raving.</td></tr><tr><td style="border-bottom: 1px green solid"><b>7</b> <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/myconstellation">myconstellation</a>s a-swallowing.</td></tr><tr><td style="border-bottom: 1px green solid"><b>6</b> <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/risingaction">risingaction</a>s a-breakdancing.</td></tr><tr><td style="border-bottom: 1px green solid"><b>5</b> red <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/saturnineeyes">saturnineeyes</a>s.</td></tr><tr><td style="border-bottom: 1px green solid"><b>4</b> snorting <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/spinningdizzy">spinningdizzy</a>s.</td></tr><tr><td style="border-bottom: 1px green solid"><b>3</b> Portuguese <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/starrrfucker">starrrfucker</a>s.</td></tr><tr><td style="border-bottom: 1px green solid"><b>2</b> horse <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/tiredofwords">tiredofwords</a>s.</td></tr><tr><td style="border-bottom: 1px green solid">And a <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/wireandroses">wireandroses</a> in a pomelo tree.</td></tr>&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;<form action="http://www.corknut.org/toys/12days/index.cgi" method="post"><tr><td style="text-align: center">Get gifts! Username: <input type="text" name="username" size="10"><input type="submit" value="Let&#39;s Go!"></td></tr></form><tr><td style="font-size: xx-small; text-align: center">Another fun meme brought to you by <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/rfreebern/"><b>rfreebern</b></a>.</td></tr></table></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:innocentlonging:28971 2003-12-15T00:17:43Z 2003-12-15T00:17:43Z the new tori cd..yay I finally got it yay! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!<br /><br />pardon that..I've been wanting to scream all weekend..I've worked my way up to finals thinking "its not so bad..it's only writing...will be a breeze..I can do it in a weekend and still have time for my friend Carl to come up....go me..."<br /><br />uhh..<br />let me just say..<br />no fucking way!<br /><br />I'm to the point where I'm freaking I have so much to write that it's getting mixed up in my head and so many papers to organize and I've lost a lot of my work and ...<br /><br />ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh<br /><br />I hate finals..