Heather

NOTICE!

Sun, 29 Feb 2004 22:34:55 GMT

I've decided to move myself over to corruptedlust

I'll be addding everyone on this friends list to that friends list today as well as subscribing to communities and such again...

this journal will prolly stay open as an archive or something but I really won't be posting anything here...

also expect a lot more writing to be posted (for those that care)..

so..yeah..that's it *shoos everyone over to corruptedlust

pondering..

Thu, 26 Feb 2004 17:24:43 GMT

I want to put myself into one journal....one place for thoughts and writing and general heather-ness...

but I'm trying to decide whether this one or corruptedlust suits me better...I do not know...

and then I will beg someone to make me a beautiful layout...

hmm..I do not know...all I do know right now is that I'm 2 weeks behind in my school work and I need to get my ass in gear...

Gamer chick update

Wed, 25 Feb 2004 17:33:48 GMT

So yes... I was right...reopening SWG was an act of pure stupidity...
I haven't done any real school work for 2 weeks.. :x
and now midterms are coming up.. :x

I'm so fcking screwed

if anyone is interested...

Thu, 19 Feb 2004 05:14:49 GMT

for my Eng. 310 Fiction class I ended up writing about Gabriel and Terran's first meeting..

Gabriel and Terran are my Noir boys and can be found over in the memories of my corruptedlust journal..

it's rather long..a 10 page short story...so I won't post it..

but if anyone is actually interested drop me a comment with an email addy and I'll send along..

also to note: I'm not promising that the story is good..but Terran kept pestering me about telling about it..

wrinkles nose

Tue, 17 Feb 2004 00:48:07 GMT

I smell like hair dye..

lots of hair dye..considering I dyed 2/3 of my hair red and the other 1/3 blue-black..

the hair dye fumes are giving me a headache..

Sun, 15 Feb 2004 03:02:56 GMT


Marriage is love.

Wishin' and Hopin'

Fri, 13 Feb 2004 20:41:52 GMT

I wish people would send me books...

I wish I had friends like that..where they'd be like..."I was going through the store and saw this book and thought of you"

that'd make my day..or even just "I was looking on Amazon for something to buy...came across your wishlist..needed another $7 to make my Super Saver Shipping and bought one of the books you wanted..."

*sigh*

that'd make me the happiest woman in the world...

not that any of you can come but....

Sat, 07 Feb 2004 21:19:59 GMT

Monday 10-12 I'll be working the English Club's Poetry Sale.

For $1 (yes folks...a dollar) I will write a poem on the topic on your choice...

and it can be any topic (last year someone had a poem written about "earthquakes and anal sex")

Should be...interesting to say the least...

writing update...

Sat, 07 Feb 2004 20:48:50 GMT

Thurs. was productive....

Gabriel (one of two of my latest characters...I've been doing petitte_soeur challenges with him..which are stored in my corruptedlust memories) decided to invade my head during my classes and proceed to give me a profile of himself...I think he got sick of me bitching at him about not telling me what his tattoos were...heh...

he's also decided that he wants his first meeting with Terran to be the focus of my short story I have to do for Eng. 310...which I am taking a break from working on right now..

yay...when it's finished I'll post it up at corruptedlust

back to work for me..before Gabriel gets bored with me and wanders off...

to do:

Tue, 03 Feb 2004 15:27:54 GMT

First..contemplate whether or not I want to wade through a foot of snow to get to class...this would involved getting dressed and leaving my toasty warm apartment...I'm not sure if I like that...

outside the result of that decision I need to do the following today...

~write something...post it at corruptedlust
~read Mrs. Dalloway
~read Therese Raquin
~do past four journal prompts for 310
~do past four journal prompts for 327
~rough draft of my short story for 310
~write letters to people
~work some more on Carl's faerie box

there are a lot of other things I need to work on...but my plate seems full enough...esp. if I'm gonna be in class from 11-5

blech

quote of the day

Sat, 31 Jan 2004 04:38:21 GMT

granted..this is taken COMPLETELY out of context..but that's what makes it amusing in telling to other people...
heh..I'm not gonna say who said this...tho' it wouldn't really matter...

"I hesitate to call myself an expert on sodomy...but I certainly do know a lot about it."

thanks kelly...

Thu, 29 Jan 2004 06:54:36 GMT

yanno..I decided about five years ago I was gonna visit every state...
I think I'm at least decently on my way..

create your own visited states map

Midnight Musings..

Wed, 28 Jan 2004 20:56:02 GMT

Not sure what this is.....We had to draw from a hat in Story Writing and use the whole "showing versus telling" deal...

this is what came out late last night...

I felt all alone

Quiet. I hate the quiet. It does nothing but remind me that it's been eight months, four days, fifteen hours, and twenty-six seconds since you shut the door behind you.
27 seconds.
28 seconds.
29 seconds.

I often find myself sitting here, counting the seconds. Isn't it odd that I can lose track of time in the process of measuring it?
32 seconds.
33 seconds.

The door never opens unless it's by my own hands. And the phone doesn't ring unless I forget to pay the bills again.
38 seconds.
39 seconds.

If I had known that my friends ("our friends") came packaged together with you like some department store special I would have done things differently.
44 seconds.
45 seconds.

Why doesn't the phone ever ring?
47 seconds. 48 seconds........

will write for money

Wed, 28 Jan 2004 16:16:06 GMT

Wouldn't ya know that the laptop I want is $2100...le grrrrr..

I need a job..
I wonder if I could even handle one with this semester...

*sigh* why can't someone pay me to write??

going to bed after this..no really...I am...

Wed, 28 Jan 2004 06:26:35 GMT

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blinkblink no professor..that's not my 200 pages I'm printing...

Tue, 27 Jan 2004 18:01:49 GMT

So I decided that I really want to see what abby has done with her novel....
I also decided that I believe I'm paying too much for Winona State tuition...
hence the fact that I am now sitting in the computer lab printing off all three sections of abby's work so that I can read it and edit it and send it to her cuz I think she's really got something amazing going on here...

heh...people keep glaring at me cuz the printer won't stop going...

*whistles innocently*

clears throat ahem...my name is heather..and I'm a gamer chick...

Mon, 26 Jan 2004 16:03:18 GMT

In a move which I am sure will be looked back at in future posts as "sheer stupidity" my Star Wars Galaxies account has been reopened....
and on top of that I made a list of games that I needed to beat on the PS2/GameCube and found my list to include 9 games...with numerous games sitting and waiting in the wings to be played...
*sighs and wonders what happened to my "only playing 5 games at a time" rule*

my slacker self...

Thu, 22 Jan 2004 14:39:09 GMT

It's the second week of the semester..and I'm seriously considering skipping class...I can barely function enough to write this update...how in the bloody hell am I supposed to have logical thought processes from 9am until 6pm????

Screw it..it's bad of me..but damn it I need sleep..

and for my second act....

Tue, 13 Jan 2004 23:47:52 GMT

I shall attempt to take Bible as Lit again...
but this time will consist of much more amusement to the outside party as I not only take it with a Medievalist but also a Grammar freak...if any paper has more than 3 grammatical errors....instant failure...

what the hell am I doing?

I am also taking:
Topics in Literature: Lord of the Rings
Studies in Literature: Vampires
Literary Criticism: Theory and Practice
Story Writing
Modernism and Postmodernism

yay...6 classes...

why am I so happy over obvious insanity????

-it's gonna be a new year-

Tue, 30 Dec 2003 15:08:03 GMT

because (to me) the best things come in threes...

My New Year's Resolutions:

~lose 20-30 pounds that depression has brought on

~read (at least) 100 books

~write (at least) 1,000 pages [doesn't have to be continuous story...and I've decided that poems (but not haikus) will count as one page]

le sigh

Mon, 29 Dec 2003 19:28:02 GMT

I really wish there wern't so many areas involving computers that I was ignorant in..

I mean some stuff I'm amazing with...

but I could never do a webcomic (even though I have an idea for one)

and I can't even make freakin' icons for myself..

le...blah!

I wanna be a elf too!!

Tue, 23 Dec 2003 22:15:21 GMT

heh..
thankya abby...

my elven name is: Isilwen Inglorion

artistic me...

Tue, 23 Dec 2003 22:12:35 GMT

I decided that half of my christmas presents would be made by me this year...a sort of kick in the ass to get myself going again..

The list includes:
1 painting
2 quilts (one 81" x 90" and the other 51" x 60")
3 pillows (one a large throw pillow size and 2 of the kitty toy filled with kitty-crack ((ie: catnip)) variety)
1 dress
and 2 ceramic pieces to a village that need to be painted

I have completed the painting =x
but I must say that it is the first painting I've ever done that I'm proud of....I want to hang it on my front door (all of my other paintings are leaning against the wall in my closet)

all of the fabric is cut for the dress as well as the smaller quilt..and I'm attempting to cut the fabric for the large quilt..but it's a difficult pattern and is making me curse..

but..I am rather happy and wished to share my happiness...I adore having the time to do all of these things..and as odd as it may sound I also adore having this huge stack of christmas presents (that is about to topple over) under the tree and not a single one is for me..

I thought of all of you during Yule and am wishing you the best for Christmas as well..

hehe..I put abby on my tree twice =x

Wed, 17 Dec 2003 17:30:01 GMT

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the crazed finals

Mon, 15 Dec 2003 00:17:43 GMT

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

pardon that..I've been wanting to scream all weekend..I've worked my way up to finals thinking "its not so bad..it's only writing...will be a breeze..I can do it in a weekend and still have time for my friend Carl to come up....go me..."

uhh..
let me just say..
no fucking way!

I'm to the point where I'm freaking I have so much to write that it's getting mixed up in my head and so many papers to organize and I've lost a lot of my work and ...

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I hate finals..